irreplaceableME

Back from a long time

2011-11-13T23:01:00.000-08:00

Hey, :] it's been like freaking long, ages, ions, decades since i blogged.
But i'm here now. The first thing i wanted to do when i visited was to change
the blogskin but i cant seem to find a favourite skin. So, i think i'm gonna stick
to this skin. it's kinda black though, bleh.

No, olevel is not over yet BUT tomorrow's the last paper. My butt's kinda jumping
up and down already. Haha, tomorrow is the last paper. It's finally. Finally this major
national exam is over, i mean, going to be. Applaud applaud for all the olevel students
who have worked hard. :] hehe.

I'm so rotting. Tomorrow is biology paper1. Been on the computer since 'forever'.
i wanted to watch gossip girls but the video doesnt seem to be buffering/ loading at all.
(pull my tresses*) i think i'm gonna take a nap pretty soon.

Many things happened since; Prelims, Graduation, etc etc. Plus i'm 16 already. Haha,
i dont know whether i should feel happy or sad. I never liked growing up.

Btw, Boyce Avenue rocks. :D they are singing in my ears now.

What continues is my crap. :]
:( i really do so much. but how do i even know it's right, it's true.
I must sound like a lovelorn teenager now. Funny how in the past,
i envy those in pairs. Lost, maybe i'm in a maze. I dont know whether
to find you or should run away. Haha, silly me. Of course, i should find
you, cos i know you'll protect me and keep me warm. (Laughs to myself * )
Funny how my hands feel weird without yours. Funny how i'm afraid to
look into your eyes for too long. I'm afraid that you'll see everything,
all of me. Makes me feel bare, exposed. It's so funny, but i dont start laughing.
Maybe i start crying.

All these walls i built. You just tear them down, without a single sound. It's as
if there's an invisible elephant in the room. Okay, i'll treat you right.
I'm allowed to be dillusioned, am i?

And yes, i love my family, friends and God. forever and always. Love, this four
letter word is an understatement to the emotions i bear in my heart. Hahaha.

ps: I am so going to miss secondary school :/

love can wait. :] just dance.

2011-02-22T00:55:00.000-08:00

Helloo! My resolution still stands! :]
yesh, many things have happened the past few weeks.
we're alrdy 2 months into 2011, that's rollercoaster fast.
kinda scary if you really ponder about it. so here's what happened:
- cried more than 5 times! (oh whatever, dont nag to me!)
- did homework diligiently.
- gave up the chance to go tioman.
- took many tests
-cca, training for fac that's on this coming saturday (crazy not?!!?)

all those stated above are just normal human activities bcos i'm only
a human. yesh, i am human. bleh :\ okey, so yeap. i'm not going for diving
this year?!?!!?!? haiyo, and why i cried? bcos... i... ermm, i dont have a
brilliant reason. just needed to pour those excess H2O out. hahaaha, was
just stressed eh. and yesh, i'm in FAC again. thank God FAC is gonna end
this saturday unless we get into the finals. >< this saturday is the prelims.
hope we really get something big. but cant put in too much hope yeah. :]

got my exam dates for ballet exam alrdy, 8th or 9th april if i'm not wrong.
it's... kinda excruciating waiting for the date to come. i hope that i 'll be ready
when the date comes. :] bleh.
got my olevel exam dates too, but the dates are tentative. so yeap. :] hope
that i'll be ready too! :] 9 more months to end of olevel!! yeshyesh. :] bleh.

okey,i should be sleeping or studying now. havent even bathed. hahaha. okey,
bybyeee. hope that my classmates and i get straight As !! hahaahah, wish wish.

ps: love can wait. so, prince charming! dont find me so soon, wait a little longer. :]

a new year for everyone and me.

2010-12-31T04:18:00.000-08:00

helllo helllo. today's the new year eve of 2011, 31st dec 2010!!
2010 rushed pass, and 2011 is just waiting outside the door of time,
barging in when the clock strikes 12am. At first, i was scared about
the coming new year, as the obvious reason is the major exam, 0 levels.
I know that i'm not ready to play with the big boys now, but i know that
i'll be ready when it's september 2011. (I hope so :] )

As per norm, every coming new year needs a resolution, a goal for us to
reach/ achieve. I never really thought much about a resolution. I would have
forgotten my resolution by febuary, i dont even know what's my resolution for
this year! Bleh. So, at least let me decide and fix a resolution for next year :]
My new year resolution shall be to be more courageous (fearless) and to trust
in the Lord more. I shall just leave everything to God, i'm so tired of worrying.
I practically worry about everything : redcross, studies,clothes and myself.So,
yeap, i'm leaving all to God, all to His glory. :]

so yeap, i'm going off now. Happy New Year everybody! :D love you guys.

ps: thank you to all my friends out there, for helping me through the storms
and embracing those rainbows. :]

not to self, never to self.

2010-12-21T23:29:00.000-08:00

hello all, today's the 22nd of december 2010. and it's 3 more days to Christmas.
I'm wearing a maxi dress on 25th; i hope i will. hahah, anway, Christmas is a very
important day. :] just finished my chem. prac hw, the only holiday assignment i'm
left with is the a.maths trigo, and i disgust that chapter so that pretty much expains
why i'm not doing it. okey, fine, i'm doing soon. just not now :]

tmrw's sec 1 registration, and i'm helping out, izzit our batch last duty? :( kinda sad
and glad. bcos i have lots of memories with the sc. i somehow wish i have been more
devoted to sc, cos i was always flickering and hack caring. i wonder what would
happen if i was more devoted and i became one of the excos. whatever! (toss that thought
away.) :] this year's exco-es are not bad, they did a good job. kudos to them! at least
they made it through!

ps: merry christmas to all! The Lord bless. :]

these make me breathless.

2010-12-14T05:49:00.001-08:00

God-orientated.

2010-12-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

Learning to Fly by ~ChrissieAlert on deviant ART

hello all.
I realized i have been neglecting God nowadays.
always been too busy with earthly desires and things.
i feel guilty, dont you? I mean, God created me. and
shouldnt we live for Him?
If i just live for Him after death, isnt it useless? We can do nothing after death.
So I urge you all to praise and glorify the Lord today and forever, till our last breathe.
I dont know whether you think i'm possessed or not. But i'm not. this is just Christel
here and this is how i feel. I know i'm just plain human and not as good as any other human.
I sin too, but thank the Lord for the small little things that prevent us for making small little sins.

:]
ps: not just today, but everyday. :]

2010-12-13T05:55:00.000-08:00

Hello all. It's 13 december alrdy.
irritating. bye.

Will you? :]

2010-12-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

hello all,
I havent been on this blog for quite a while and many things happened.
Sparks included* haha :] (ohman, the little abrasion on my finger itches.)
Some recent events are Vietnam CIP trip (not really recent, hehe :0 ), camp
temasek V (boom boom boom! :] ), and (let me think...) and nothing else i
guess. :]

Camp Temasek V is awesome, haha. During the camp, i made lots of new
friends :] and i got to know Eva much better and i got to appreciate her much
more ( love her! :] ). During the camp, the boys and girls got to do rock climbing,
fencing, dragon boating, SOC and IGTS. I prefer IGTS the best :] as i got to play
the laser shooting game. For the last game of the laser shooting game, i got to team
up with the instructors! hahaha, that's one good thing about being a medic! and plus,
i had a fun time laughing and joking with all the BB boys. definitely a pro of being a
boy. hehe :]

and yesh, some sparks flew :] but O levels are coming. so yeap, maybe we could
study together! hahaha, hope he comes back soon; i'm practically counting the days,
pathetic girl eh me. hahahaa, okey.

And i have not finished my holiday assignments! :] gonna finish them!! sweeee. :0

ps: When you have a twin, you dont need talent. :]
pps: i should ask him to pick a song for us :]

This is our battle cry, promise u i'm certified.

2010-11-28T07:32:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody :]
today's youth sunday and it's grandparents day! Happy days to GRANDPARENTS!
i mean Blessed :] Forever blessed! i'm gonna watch river dance btw. it's held at marina
bay sands. :] super bomb-er, but yeah. i bet it will explosively awesome. haha. anyway,
saving money is really important. need to have reserves and all for those unseeable rainy
days. i myself have been spending racklessly lately on movies. just watched rapunzel last
week with my lovely Joan and Guohong. had a little awkward silence but well, that's natural.
haha :] i miss ziyin. okey, wana hug her. anyway, i miss my cousins too. so glad that Christmas
is coming and then everybody can come together.

okey, i just wana touch a little on the Olevel factor. at first, i was seriously scared about Olevel
when i realized that i'm...
BYE!

Christmas! :]

2010-11-26T07:33:00.000-08:00

Hello all!
Christmas is coming and yeah. i just wana say to all those who are feeling like me right now.
I'm feeling very pointless now and so dead. you know how it feels yeah? It's okey to feel
like that, but after a while, you got to push yourself up again. I'm gonna have to push myself
up tmrw. have ballet tmrw :] i'm a little worried. >< but i know everything is gonna be okey.
everything is gonna be okey!! :D yeah. okey, now i'm better. anyway, yeah.

ps: i so-oh-ho have to finish all my homework! :D

backpackers?!?!!?!? where are you?

2010-11-23T20:21:00.000-08:00

hello peeps,
just came back from vietnam yesterday. and i'm back in singapore.
the river concentrated with stress floods back to me and there is no way out.
i just have to tell myself all this is just an illusion. things i need to do and should
do: go see the doctor, do maths hw, do geography hw, do chemistry hw. haix,
so now you see :] aiyeah, it's just me thinking too much as always :]

anyway, sorry to all. as i may not have bought your sounveniers >< spent most
of my money for my bro. :] okey, stop thinking negative! hope later lana will want
to go clinic with me. :] ><

btw, i'm just rotting away...........................................................................
okey, BYE! :]

there is a time for everything

2010-11-20T17:12:00.000-08:00

helloo there, this is christel here right from VIETNAM!! :]
ho chi minh city!! eva's here too!!!!!!!!! :D and we are sharing a room
with mrs tan. today's our 3rd day alrdy. we are gonna do touring today.
:D gonna sit in some traditional boat- sampan. hope we dont get wet,
esp. when i'm wearing a white tee. the timing in vietnam is minus one hour
of singapore!! :D

i cant believe it's already the 3rd day of the trip. it's ending so fast. my
fantasy of running away is slowly gone. so there were sometimes during
the trip that i 'mourn'/'emo' that the trip is ending. but now is not the time
to emo! now is the time to enjoy the trip and bond my other mates :]
so... christel!! you cant emo !! so that's why: there is a time for everything.

shopping list: softtoy, snowglobe, souvenirs for my friends(zzz :( ), clothes,
clothes, clothes,clothes,clothes, clothes and you know? CLOTHES!! :D
summer dresses preferred! :]
so yeah, yesterday night we played heart attack and mahjong(cards style).
and the lucky 'winner' of the heart attack is ADELINE who got hit 5 times!!
the forfeit for her was to dance dance dance ON THE QUEEN SIZE BED,
her props was a face towel, soft toy dog, music like ave maria, womanizer!!

BYBEEEEEEEEE
ps: everyone's blogs are dying... except mine!! revive your blogs people!!!! :D
people like EVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
eva is like looking/staring at every single wrong/right word i type. very stress~!
zahh~
pps: the buffet breakfast here is awesome~! 3 stars hotel... :D

would u like to talk about something else? :] heheh

2010-11-14T01:52:00.000-08:00

hello, i am using the computer with my hair wet and flat on my head :]
i found this really cool song, i put it on my fb wall long time ago and i've been
listening to it lately. it's 'only one' by Alex Band. it's really heart-felt and nice.
and recently, i went to search for Rihanna songs too. now they arent too hard
rock already, nice ones are rude boy, run this town and only girl (in the world).
bad ones (to me) are russian roluette, te amo. yeah, so now i think Rihanna has
gone up the music chart in my heart. hahaha, now my favourite singer is ermm,
let me think... Leona Lewis. Powerful voice, lovelovelove :] hahaha.

this morning woke up early for church, was early. wasnt that bad socializing.
today's values learnt: Love never fails. Since God is love, God never fails too.
You know? Out of these three, love, faith and hope. the most important is love.
The greatest commandment is Love Your Enemies. :] so yeap, i'm gonna try to
practise these values. with the Lord's help :]

my hair is still damp on my head, gonna get headache soon!! going to vietnam
this friday. wow, it's like so fast. havent even pack my bag. all i want to do is
sleep. lol, but i'm using the comp!! bybye. i'm trying to watch 'the social network'
now!!

ps: going swimming tmrw!! yipee!! :D

we all dont want it, but it is what is it.

2010-11-12T04:37:00.000-08:00

hello everyone. i'm just so lazy. just came back from a superb camp.
Student Councillor camp. :] as a senior. time passes so so fast, i'm alrdy
a sec 3. i was just a sec 1 a second ago. and now, here i am, junior looking
up to me. :] and i'm happy. i love camps. cos during camps, you dont have
to care about anything. just do the best you can at the moment, it's like soaring
and running away, to me :]

i think SC camp is the last camp for me. But if i do something, it will not be the
last camp for me :] i wana go for camps forever and ever. hahaah, my dream
is to backpack around the world. yipee!!! and you know what? during the sc
camp, i saw mr yip and i asked him whether i can be his god-daughter. he said
YESHHH! and i'm elated. but... i think i'm being grounded by my parents cos
i have been too wild lately, been out always (though i dont think so... haix, but
whatever.)

this year SC camp rocked!!! and still rocks!! i am the best camper and my team
won! how surprising and amazing is that? lol, i'm totally taken by shock. haha,
CYBORG rocks!! thank you CYBORG for making this camp memorable for
me, i really love you guys!!
love you huiling, haritz,cho yee, katherine, shive, afiq, zhenhong
and lastly the group leader, ryan
i would like to apologize to ryan for kinda of taking your role
of being the group leader. but i just want to let you know, you
were a responsible group leader :] haha, all i wanted to do was to help you, not to take your role.
hehe, but in the end, our team won!! okey, what i learnt during this SC camp 2010:
- planning is important
- teamwork is always important in everything you do
-if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
- as long as you believe in yourself, everything is possible.
even if your group is very dead, as long as you believe that you can turn things around,
your group will be the wildest group! :D that's what i learnt.
there were times during the camp when i was tired and couldnt be bothered to help to lead
the group. but i told myself i wanted my group to bond. and if i dont do it, no one else would
do it. so i started the reaction. i'm the catalyst to the group. so yeah, in the end, everyone bonded.
and i'm very happy about that. i reallly didnt expect our group to win. but we did. :] go cyborg!
as long as you believe, faith is all you need :]

love,
CHRISTEL

ps: it is what is it.

For KARQI :D lovelovelove.

2010-11-09T05:52:00.000-08:00

the salvatore brothers :D (on the way to save elena)

hello everybody.
just been so lazy to post. so i was on fb all the while :]
have something to say: i dont use tweeter! though i have an account.
cos i find it's ermm.. boring/ lame? okey, no offense to you guys. but
yeah >< but the bird on the tweeter logo is kinda cute. rofl, i'm a fail at
observing. hehe. listening to the hello song by shinee now.

been watching TVD lately. and sometimes i drool! just kiding! haahah,
but seriously, for some of the minutes, i did hyperventilate :D haha, now
i'm waiting for the next episode to come out, episode 9 of season 2, on
this coming thursday. and lately lately too, been preparing for the vietnam
trip: making flashcards, packing donations :] and preparing the performance.
gonna buy shades when i'm at vietnam! :D want any souveniers? tell me then,
but please make it reasonable :] i'll try my best.

havent been doing qt lately, not diligient. >< feel lost without God, as always.
haix, have to make Him my focus. and yeap. :] God-orientated.

Oh, my mum is cleaning the house now. you know? whenever one of my
family members does a house chore, i feel guilty for not doing. >< i'm pathetic
eh, do you feel like me? ><

ps: if you want any nice english songs, go my fb page :D hehe
pps: i'm uncontrollable/ unstoppable!!
ppps: cant wait for sc camp. nightwalk nightwalk!! :D

bestfriends.

2010-10-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hello all. been thinking alot lately. And i need to ask,
whether you can be the cherry to my cupcake? zomg, this song
is like damn sweet. >< my heart squeezes whenever i hear this song.
i think this is how it feels to be in love. ROFL. the butterflies in my stomach
hit the sides of my tummy. My heart stops for a single beat. But i wonder
at something. How come i dont go breathless whenever i look at you?
haha, maybe you are different. Okey, i shouldnt think about you.

Anyway, hello hello again. haha, i'm speechless. missing everybody now.
yipee, today i found my twin again. and i love my family. i love everybody
man~ so heart-felt. ahh! gosh, :D i'm filled with joy to the brim. Thank the
Lord. :D

ps: Thank you.

love,
Christel.

full hearts

2010-10-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

hello everybody. been thinking that i have been so dumb lately.
falling in love with somebody i know i cant be with. haha, anyway,
i fell in love with a dog too. it's stinky! my popo and cousin's dog. ;D
just went to my popo's house this evening to eat dinner. yummy yummy.
homecooked food is still the best. i miss my popo alrdy. i love my POPO!
;D

i just realized today how much i love redcross. i mean i have sacrificed so
much for this cca over the past 2 years. and i've grown closer to everyone.
mostly i love my redcross mates! they rock! and i rock! duh~ ;D

ps: i only work on full hearts :]

back to square one.

2010-10-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

hello peeps. today was sec2 interclass floorball/basketball/soccer/netball. ;D
so yeap, i was on first aid duty with eva/ella/shamira. it was certainly a good experience.
it was the first time i did duty ALONE. i was in the ISH, and eva was in the basketball
court downstairs. so yeah, but it wasnt so bad. the first step is always the hardest which
is running to the casualty. :] after you know the casualty's condition, you will know the
steps in your head alrdy ;D

so yeah, tmrw's UKLELE! haha, cant wait actually. i miss the music room. ;D anyway,
tmrw have to sell ice cream again,zzzz!!! so sian. yeah. lately, i have learnt to manage my
time. and i love red cross. ;D okey, byebye.

ps: waiting for the time. ;D or not.

watch me and i'll show you how it's done. :]

2010-10-19T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hello lovelies,
idk, but i'm feeling happy now. i dont know if you feel my happiness through the
web too. :] maybe i'm silly. hehe. it's rushhour. and i dont know but i love rushhour.
the fund raising for the vietnam trip is not bad lately. but we havent reach our target
yet. hope tmrw sales will be good!! ;D

recent craze: gym gym gym!! ;D

ps: watch me :P
pps: wana catch a movie soon with my lovelies ;D

bybye. loves.

the truth.

2010-10-18T02:35:00.001-07:00

Lyin' next to you
Wishing I could disappear...aay
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air..aay

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down...ooww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losin' sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half.

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's an avalanche that looms above our heads
But we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...oww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in.
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin.

Oh yeah...

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...yeah
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

It's easier than telling the truth...
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Sometimes i think it's easier than telling the truth.

What about now?

2010-10-18T02:34:00.000-07:00

What would do if you were not afraid?
You can never be afraid of the present.
You are only afraid of the past and the present.

So, what would you truly, really do if you were not afraid? ;D
read this from a novel: 'JUMP'. it's a book about vertical climbing.
and i have not finished reading it yet. and it's seriously cool. ;D

anyway, hello friends and strangers from earth, this is christel from earth too.
;D i'm here at home updating on blog. finished my end of year exams recently,
celebrated my birthday on 14 october by going to kallang ice skating. awesome love it.
hahaha. so yeap. got back some of my results alrdy. my a.maths is totally disappointing.
arghh, e.maths improved by 7.5 marks. rofl. ;D okey, geograpy was fine too. my english
oral definitely needs loads of practice.

things changed again. and i cant seem to find you twin. it seems like i lost you alrdy. or
maybe i lost myself. i can find everybody except you. D: miss you, miss your old you
who cared for everyone you love, who was thoughtful, who was so giving, who did not
care about winning and who just wanted pure joy. maybe you are finding for joy now, but
... ... i'm losing you twin. i know i'm not holding on to you. but i'll look at you, i'll make sure
you dont fall deeper. how i wished i had a rope to pull you out of the pit. love you twin.

love,
christel.

bybye!

2010-09-21T06:05:00.000-07:00

one of my favourite pictures ; of all time. ;D

anyway, people. i wont be blogging for a while. as i will be
concentrating on my end of year exam. i wana do well for it. so gonna spam
my brain cells with subject after subject. so sorry peeps. i'll try my best not
to stress. it's gonna be a hard ride for me. hope my butt doesnt ache. anyway,
the end of years only last for 2 weeks or less. so it wont be that bad. ;D
so dont miss me.
hahah. ;D byyeee.

love, christel.

crap ;D

2010-09-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

hello people.
i'm still like still in love this song for like 2 weeks already!
nelly- just a dream. it's super addictive. EOYs are getting
closer every second. but i, hahah, oh with me. i'm still using the
comp. and slacking. and yeah. there's like so much revision to
do; i cant even bother to start >< arghh. JYJY to jillian. i'm
watching her live performance now ;D love yeahh!!

finding myself.

2010-09-14T02:01:00.000-07:00

just like me! ;D

hello people. this is christel here signing in. havent been blogging lately.

so here i am. been auto-shutting down lately. idk why. but i think i have
been just pretending lately, just being someone everyone wants me to be.
i would just fall back behind you guys, and you guys would just continue
gushing over the lastest gossip or whatever it is. few minutes later, you would
turn back and look at me expectantly, expecting me to smile, expecting me
to smile to say everything's okey. and i would always. just smile back.
bake a smile for all to see, dont want to spoil the pretty picture. idk, is this
how friendship is supposed to be?

I miss being just being me. maybe i'm selfish. but IDK! is this how it's supposed
to be? do i have to smile and ignore what's going on under the surface of all the smiles?
maybe it's me, it's me thinking too much, trying too hard, maybe i'm just not into the
conversations enough. maybe.

lately, i think i changed alot. i feel better being alone. feel like just dancing and
no one can see. feel like dance till my feet hurts and no one can see. bcos i'm in
my own world. idk why, i like being in my own world sometimes. { switch off-ed
mode.

i miss the old times. are things changing? or am i changing? i'm fading. the rainwater
washes me away, and i drown in my own world. it takes so much energy to get what
you guys are talking bout. straining my ears, i get a headache trying to figure out what
you are saying. i dont get it. yes, i dont get it. i dont D: so. idk.
(i'm feeling like i should select all and press delete.)

but i still want you guys. just need to find myself first kay? wait for me ;D
please compromise! ;D please help me Lord.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERLYN AND JOANNA!!
hahaha ;D
get well fadhil!! class would be different without you ahh. school's crazy.
finding myself. love, christel! ;D

chem project.

2010-09-07T05:53:00.001-07:00

gosh, i just feel so sick of studying, argh,
going to fb now. bybyee.. ;D

Nothing else matters.

2010-09-05T21:28:00.000-07:00

There is a world where love is true, a world where no one lies
Where hate and anger are unknow, where friends dont say goodbye.
A world with Jesus on His throne. And i'll be there with Him, His own.
Nothing else matters at all.

There is a world with shadows gone, a world with no more night.
The sun will shine through everyday, and wrongs will be made right.
Nothing else matters at all.

A hundred years is worth the wait.
A thousand years will seem a day.
A flash of time compared to what's to come.
We touch, We hear, We taste, We see the wonders of eternity.
Creation new, we'll finally be at home.

Our houses, money, dreams and plans.
Like grass without the summer rain, will pass away for sure.
But Christ forever is the same. And then i hear Him call my name.
Nothing else matters at all.

A hundred years is worth the wait.

A thousand years will seem a day.
A flash of time compared to what's to come.
We touch, We hear, We taste, We see the wonders of eternity.
Creation new, we'll finally be at home.

A hundred years is worth the wait.

A thousand years will seem a day.
A flash of time compared to what's to come.
We touch, We hear, We taste, We see the wonders of eternity.
Creation new, we'll finally be at home.

`indeed i'm feel just like the grass without summer rain, without God.
i just felt so lost, like i had no aim. But with Him beside me. everything
seems so clear and bright. Thank God.

ps: God makes me the hope shine through. ;D

are you a first aider? ;D

2010-09-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

harroo. this is not peter chao, this is christel.
happy birthday to CYT tmrw, and yeye today ;D
FAC rocks.

ps: QIFA!! i got it right already. ;D

One Love One God

2010-09-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

happy teachers' day ;D thank you so much teachers! if it was not for you teachers,
i would be sleeping on the couch everyday. I wouldnt have been able to utter a complete
sentence. THANK YOU! ;D love you teachers!!

hey. we really need a reset badly. dont wana regret. not making up with you.
you and i are fading from the screen. can we prevent a freeze? I wana turn
it all around ;{ i just wana turn it all around.
tests back to back, i dont wana do it anymore. i'm gonna fail my SS test, my
bio test that i didnt even know it's tmrw till just now. then that Fiqa go tell me
got bio test. my heart wana pop uh.arghh, i think i'm gonna flunk everything.
YIPEEE! gonna meet guohong, charlene and etc next week (sept. holiday)
to just catch up with each other. i freaking miss them.
there's a competition for me and my first aid mates this saturday. >< dk la.
bybyeeee! wish me all the best.

ps: you're more than something.
pps: purity ring*

My hands.

2010-08-25T07:48:00.001-07:00

I wake in the morning
Tired of sleeping
Get in the shower
And my make my bed alone
I put on my make up
Talk into the mirror
Ready for a new day, Without you
And i walk steady on my feet
I talk my voice obeys me

I go out at night
Sleep without the lights
And i do all of the things i have to
Keeping you on my mind
But when i think I'll be alright
I am always wrong cause

My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake it try to break whatever piece i may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
And they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go

I talk about you now
And i do without crying
I go out with my friends now
I stay home all alone
And i don't see you everywhere
And i can say your name easily
I laugh bit louder
Without you

And i see diferent shades now
And i, I'm almost never afraid now
But when i think i'll be ok
I am always wrong cause

My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake it try to break whatever piece i may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
No they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go

Sometimes i wait
I see them reaching out for you
Quietly break
whatever sheilds i spent so long building up
I cannot fake
Cause when they cry im almost broken ..??..
They miss holding my baby

My hands, My hands

No they don't wanna understand
They just shake it try to break whatever piece i may find

My hands
Your hands
They don't wanna be with us?
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go

stop crying your heart out

2010-08-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Cos all of the stars have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them some day.
Take what you need,
And be on your way,
And stop crying your heart out.

i dont know whether i will cry my heart. just feel like bursting.
everyday is just wakeup, study, sleep. so nonsensical. i hate it.
i'm gonna cry typing this post out. i'm gonna cry. okey, need to
stop before the people know i'm crying, or close to crying.
kay, i think i can still contain my tears, so i'm gonna continue.

i guess i'll have to be scolded by teachers these few days, cos
i dont want to do my homework. just so sick, i dont know whether
i should consider myself stress. just feel stretched. arghh, my head's
in a mess.
i dare not tell others what i'm thinking, lest they think down on me.
i guess my pride is too much, should deflate it. anyway, my heart tells
me i want to dance, my heart tells me i want to dance =( my heart tells
me i want to escape. my heart tells me i want to run. my heart tells me
i want to be with you. my heart tells me it wants to break. my heart tells
me to hide underwater.

bybye.
ps: please do me a favour, stay with me. i dont wana cry my heart out.
i dont want to.

knock knock, hero there?

2010-08-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

helloooo! sometimes i want a boyfriend. sometimes i dont want a boyfriend.
haha, i just cant make up my mind. but love songs are sweet and awesome!
they make my heart melt, esp. leona lewis songs. BYBYEEE. my bro needs
to use the comp. lovely lovely people. BYBBYEEE!! today pon school, got
mc uh! got class one uh me ;D hehehe, tmrw gonna go to school on a high
spirit ;D i'm like high on oxygen now ;D hehehe. love you guys.

ps: i want a hero!!!

i still want to praise You.

2010-08-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

helloo. things are argh. feeling hot and cold right now.
my life's like a rojak; messed up. break day is over.
tmrw doing homework, at least there's not much homework.
gosh, i didnt know coughing could use up so much energy.
dont know whether i can go to church tmrw ): gosh.
watched step up 3 today. ;D i need to give myself a chance.
my body should get the best treatment.

ps: i still want to praise you Lord, but i dont know how.
Praising you becos of your great mercy. the many chances
You gave me. ;D i want to praise You, praise You.

my walls are tumbling without God

2010-08-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

gosh, i guess i'm the only girl who doesnt know what's she doing.
what she's really living for. I trying my best to live for God. But i
always got distracted and my head gets bloated and stuck up in
those arghh, textbooks. i wonder how i even sit down and study
like crazy. haiyo. everything is like books books books. i need to
focus now ;D

so from now on, my aim is spend more time with God. kay. KAY!
bybyeee. i'll go now uh. sleeping now.

ps: close my eyes, and i say goodnight. i try my best not to think what i have
given up =/

everyone.

2010-08-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

hello people.
things been crazy lately for rc, but now it's fine.
We are back on track ;D hehe. but there're always other
problems. And so many conflicts. so yucky, makes me
want to island hop, or maybe table hop. haha.
i forgot what i want to type already ><
Oh yeah, quite unfortunate or maybe it's good for the exposure.
I'm gonna have to do magazine review this coming thursday.
SC jia you jia you. I'll continue supporting SC. cos i'm part of it. ;D

people, please stop fighting. it's not worth fighting over trivial matters.
Even if it's not a trivial matter, think twice about its consequences. And
think how childish it is. please dont do this, dont do this to those who
care you, for both sides. dont do this. please. thank you. bybye.
i know it wont be possible that both sides shake hands, but at least dont
make those sitting on the fence fall off the fence. Dont show the irritated
face. It sucks. And it's ugly. thank you.

ps: come together everyone.
pps: i love redcross ;D bcos of the people and yeahyeah. hehe

2010-08-09T07:26:00.000-07:00

hello. i have to admit that i am. i am afraid.
i wonder if you will ask again. I hope you do again and
i too pray hard my heart will give a nod. something is just off with
my heart uh. i wonder. okey, bybye. wont emo for too long.

ps: i admit i am afraid of.

i hope that we can work it out, work it out.

2010-08-09T04:13:00.000-07:00

helloo people.
watched streetdance twice and salt once.
cant wait for step up 3D! ;D so yeap, happy birthday 45th to singapore!
school's starting again, and i'm forcing myself to have a happy feeling. haha.
okey, yeap, happy feeling. till then, tmrw going swimming with joy-cee. AKA
noddy ;D lovelove. hope that i can study hard and blahblah. and of cos, dont
neglect God.

ps: daddy, where are you?

broken

2010-08-09T03:42:00.001-07:00

this is the best broken-hearted song! ;D

Yours was the perfect love
I swear it was
Until i had your love, my world was cold

I did what most men do, and i messed it up
But when i got you back, my world was whole

The player thing i let it go
Thought our life was set in stone
But it wasn't and i'm here alone

Nothing is in front of me
I feel i can't even breathe
Don't think that i can handle this
Baby i'm so

I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me
Left here broken

Where do i go from here
I'm so lost
Do you know how hard it is
Fighting my way through this

It shouldn't even be like this
I shouldn't have to feel like this

No, no, no

Can't even have company
Nobody can talk to me
I'm messed up
All that i find myself doing

Looking through my gallery
Drowning in my memories
I hate you for doing this to me
Girl i'm so

I'm so in agony
Never felt like this in my life
Look at the state of me
Left here broken

You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me
Left here broken

catching you. isnt my forte. ;D

2010-08-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

though the road is long, i'm gonna run the journey ;D
thank you. hehe, got the picture from Flickr, cuba gallery

so life's been okay. actually it's not that tough. okey, but bybye.
gtg, need to do homework ;D loves. jiayou jiayou A.C.E and to my
sistars! ;D sorry to eva, casey, travis and desmond, i neglected you lovelies,
sorry isnt good enough for me to you. but sorry anyway, i'll make it up to you
guys ;D

ps: i'm glad i'm single. haha ;D
pps: dont give up, i dont wana regret this.

Running is not just running

2010-08-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody. i gonna post my feature article here now. so maybe you could comment about it ;D
tata for now! love yeahh.
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Actually, running is present in our everyday life. One very good example is we run for the bus whenever we are late. That is running. Yes, running is as simple as it is, it is considered as a sport in the YOG. It is being used during the Track and Field, also known as Athletics. Track and Field is about running, jumping, throwing. And of course to win the competition, you have to be the best in these three actions.

The name of the sport derives from the venue for the competitions: a stadium which always has an oval running track surrounding a grassy patch. The throwing and jumping events generally take place within the central enclosed area, while the running obviously takes place on the tracks. The International Association of Athletics Federations is the international governing body for Track and Field. For the Singapore 2010 Youth Olympic Games, Athletics has a total of 36 track and field events for both Boys and Girls.

Track and Field events are usually individual sports with athletes competing against each other for the fastest time, while the jumping and throwing events are won by the athlete who achieved the greatest distance or height in the event. Examples of jumps included in Track and Field are long jump, triple jump, high jump and pole vault. The more well-known throwing events are shot put, javelin, discus and hammer.

However, it is not that easy as it sounds. Let’s hear it from Pierre Lavanchy, a top class one lap runner, with a best of 45.49s on his recent progress in 2007.

‘You state that you didn’t expect yourself to have a talent to run a good 400m. What do you think differentiate a top class runner from an average ‘so-so’ runner?’ Question by Singapore Athletics Track and Field Magazine in 2007. He replied genuinely by saying any athlete can only reach his best record by both hard work and his own initial talent. Yes, I totally agree with him. Talent can get you nowhere without hard work.

But remember, hard work is not overexerting yourself to the limit that you break a bone or two. Sports injuries such as the runner’s knee (pain in the knee), shin splints and pulled muscles (especially the hamstrings) are common. Another common injury is foot blisters. The solutions for foot blisters are specialized socks which help to prevent blisters. But do not let these injuries hinder you from loving running. If you have become a running lover, just like me, head down to Bishan Stadium, right here in Singapore from 14 August 2010 to 23 August 2010. At Bishan Stadium, you would be able to catch athletes jumping, throwing and running.

Therefore, running is not just running. Running is more than running. It is about the three actions under the sun.

By: Christel Leong

nearly nearly.

2010-08-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

helloo peeps. i havent finished my things to do list for this weekend.
but whatever. i did most of it ;D cos it's nearer impossible to finish all
unless i study 24/7. yeap, so i just watched 'inception' today. superduper
cool. 4 levels of dreams, a dream in a dream in a dream in a dream ;D
power man! hehe. okey dokey. bybye! ;D

finding seems like the hardest thing.

2010-07-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

hello people.
just been worn out lately, like my faded JPS pe shorts.
being bleached, being scrubbed at, being rinsed at.
so things lately just been tough and stuff. but i guess it's not over yet.
however, it's not that bad cos i'm not alone. I 've God. yep, cos i assured
He wouldnt give me something i cant handle. He knows my limits, my limits
that i myself dont know ;D
i'm gonna flop my bio test, i mean i flopped it already. haha, that's one horrible
thing. having monday blues every sunday. argh, tmrw gonna watch 'inception',
i hope that it's a wonderful show, just as others have watched and said that.

It's eleven already. my mind tells me to study now. i need to sleep. i shall go and
study for a little while then i'll go to sleep. i'm so tortured right? haha, whatever.
still finding the meaning of life, Lord. finding.

thanks to joyce and lana, for being there for me when i break. and to the others,
who love me ever so, though i'm the most horrible. coming from beyond the depths
of my heart. ;D

love,
Christel.

2010-07-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

helloo! today's racial harmony day and it's cool. kudos to those who performed! ;D
wore a yukata ;D eva's. must thank her ;D thank you.
tmrw's eugene bday! but it's a secret. haha, whatever.
bybye gtg. need to meet mum ;D

trust.

2010-07-18T02:39:00.000-07:00

helloo. okey, i'm updating bcos karqi's tag reminded me to blog.
;D
the clouds pass, the sun shines, the music plays. everyone's screaming.
i cant seem to figure out the answer. my head's in a mess these days.
but i guess i figured everything out today. bcos there's a space within
me that seemed very empty. and i know who is it to feel it already ;D
it's God ;D though i'm very sinfull. enough about that.

school and red cross just have been crazy, just like a roller coaster.
mr leong would just enter our class and holler, holler. so it's normal.
zzz, redcross was blahblahblah ;D but i still love it cos my friends are
there. hehe

ps: trusting in Him is what i need to do.

my fluttering heart.

2010-07-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

my heart flutters. thinking about you.
maybe i was thinking about the camp, not you. my heart's gonna
pop out, or maybe i think so it would. tmrw's camp. i was ready,
now i arent. maybe. maybe cos i'm thinking of you. it's been a
long time since i felt this way. long long time ago that it's once upon
a time, a princess... ... goodnight loves. gotta sleep. gonna bring my
toy to camp ;D

ps: i will try my best.

no, not me.

2010-07-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

helloo. zomg, some scout girl came by and ask for donation.
as always, i shy! and my braces hurt. i just went to tightened it
yesterday. and i ate foodstuff today. feel numb-ing teeth. gosh.
anyway. today's the 3rd contact session for ulp. and congrats to
ella and adeline for getting SWO!!! yipee for them!

and boo! for christel. zzz, i'm ... ... ... ... terrible. idk. my heart
sank to the depths of the ocean, just like an anchor. i'm lost. haix,
my mum just ask me to read political stuff to improve my english.
okey okey. i try. i'm going to the library soon later ;D yipee, one
of my favourite places on earth. hahaha. okey, let me list my favourite
places on earth:
NATURAL beaches (ewkks to manmade beaches), library, ermm..
i cant think of anymore. yeahyeah, one more, swimming pool! ;D ermm,
what else? a charles and keith shop? haha. maybe.

okeydokey. bybye. going to bathe or something. bybyee ;D
ps: i arent the best. cos i'm one the terrible.
amnest

trying my best to fit into goody shoes ;D

2010-06-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

hello. today's the second day of school. and tmrw will be the
3rd day. still in camp mood and forever loving God. ;D got
scolding as usual. trying my best to be a good student. zah,
tmrw got quiz. i did studied!
yeah! youth day is coming. sec3 camp is coming. but my face's
getting horrible. =( that's terrible.

ps: korkor's bday on friday! ;D
bybyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Chris Tomlin - Come Home Running

2010-06-27T03:31:00.000-07:00

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame

Verse 2:
Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

Chorus:
So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Verse 3:
Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, Daughter and Son
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness

substance of this holiday.

2010-06-27T03:30:00.000-07:00

OH~~ tmrw's the first day of school for term2. how sad is that?
i mean for me. there's somewhere within me that's dreading school.
But out of the sudden just, a tiny tiny part of me thinks that going back
to school isnt that bad after all. we all have to get on with life someday
or sooner. ;D arghh. now is the reflection for this june holidays-
it's the stress-est holiday for me in my past 15 years of life! cos of
redcross. i can even count the number of outings with my friends. i
didnt even get to meet up with my JPS friends. ohh.. so argh, cut my
bangs. dontknow whether i should clip them tmrw. i cant clip all of them
cos they are a little too short. haha. didnt manage to catch up with the
lastest songs, no time. this whole holiday is totally redcross-y! i even
had to stop all my ballet lessons and tuitions!

ps: life's like that. just dont let it get to you. live life to the fullest. cos every second
counts. first, find the substance of life. ;D Jesus.

on high.

2010-06-25T08:35:00.000-07:00

helloo. today i went to sentosa with joyce and desmond.
wasnt the best day but it was quality time with them ;D still on
high from rc camp. haha, wasnt that bad after all. i really bonded
with my team*(NEPTUNE; water blast) really had fun the last few
days. haha, school's starting again and i'm not ready =( mummy!!
i havent even start my holidays. that's horrible but whatever. ;D
i'm on high! i'm gonna fail my chemistry= deadmeat. LOOKING
FOR CHEMISTRY TUITION. mummy keeps telling me to ask
mr leong questions, but i dont dare. haix, so yeap. hopeless me
>,< okey, tmrw's my church rehearsal. so yeap, all the best to
my church youth and me! ;D

she's charice{ powerhouse

2010-06-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

this girl's voice is really powerpower!
and she's CHARICE. maybe i'm gonna buy her album.
haha ;D

Let the sun refuse to shine
It won't be long before the days are brighter
If every step's an uphill climb, oohh
Carry on until they feel much lighter
For all the clouds up in the sky, oohh
For all the teardrops in our eyes

It can get only get better
Be still my heart
It can only get better
We've come this far
It can only get better
I know it hurts
For what it's worth
It can only get better

If he should ever come our way
Dry the tears and look somewhere above him
Might be easier to say than to do
But just pretend that you no longer love him
When your back's against the ropes, oohh
When you miss someone the most

It can get only get better
Be still my heart
It can only get better
We've come this far
It can only get better
I know it hurts
For what it's worth
It can only get better

I know it hurts, oohh
For what it's worth
It can only get better
It can only get better

I know it hurts
For what it's worth
It can only get better
It can only get better

perseus.

2010-06-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

helloo. zomg, i just got to know that tmrw is father's day.
>< i'm so-oh-ho horrible. oh yeah, redcross annual camp is on monday.
and i'm a group leader. my group name is NEPTUNE! i chose it ;D hehe.
dontknow whether i'll freak out. haha >< i'm terrible. ohnooooooooo.
anyway, bybbye! i'm gonna have to practice some scolding skills.

ps: there's a evangelistic drama concert in my church (EEFC) at pasir panjang
on 26th june, 6pm. Friends, please come! i mean, it's the holidays. just make
it meaningful by attending this meaningful concert ;D

my actions are not my intentions.

2010-06-11T22:43:00.000-07:00

hello. i know i've been a disappointment. i've always been.
didnt dare to post the last few days. haix, so life's like that in the future.
just experienced it (if i'm not wrong). sorry, i had to flee. I am going to church
camp this sunday till wednesday evening to rejuvenate. though i didnt go for
the camp, i learnt quite a few things too. one of the few is just to stay calm and
think back. ermm, reflecting yeah. actually everything isnt so hard, it's just that we
think it's hard. life's actually very simple. humans just complicate things a lot more
to have a better life. dontknow, technology and blahblah blah.

so i didnt go for the camp. somehow i think again. i think that i'm dead meat already.
wonder how am i going to face everybody. my slate is once dirty again. haha, whatever.
God makes everything alright. though i must prepare the field for him to work on it. ;D
i also realized through this june holiday endeavour, that parents are the best friends you
could ever ever have. my parents were always there beside me whenever i need them.
my mum become my secretary. haha, okey dokey. i gotta go. my mum's screaming my name.
see yeah!

ps: my actions are not my intentions. and sadly, my mouth is so not connected to my brain.
doctor help?

pps: i did regret but it's for the better. dont want you to kill the earth by writing love letters.

small things are the most important.

2010-06-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

sometimes, we should just forget everything big and just concentrate on
the small things in life. and smile.
haha, just thought about that. that i should just relax, take a breather from
ulp proposals and blahblah for a while. oh, how i miss swings. and i've been
terrible. i'm always too caught up and busy with ulp. i must have a girls outing!
just watched shrek forever after yesterday. was super duper funny and meaningful.
but as always, i was being the spoiled sport. i somehow destroyed people's fun
but being glummy and all.

i finished my part of the proposals already so i can slack now. hahahaah. just
finished reading vampire diaries volume 1. tmrw i'm going to school for yog thingy.
and on saturday, is ulp!!! oh, thinking of that. makes me worried. >< so horrible.
so horrible..........................................ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
okey, let me revise on what to do when a sir/ma'am enter the classroom.
'class keep still.' then i will say to sir/ ma'am, 'Good morning sir/ma'am,
trainee christel reporting strength, total strength 12 present strength 10. 2 absentees,
bcos blahblahblah. any further instructions sir/ma'am' if no, 'permission to carry on sir/ma'am?'
if carry on, 'Thank you sir/ma'am' to class, 'class at ease' then the end!!
LOL. that's not all. have to think of topics to say for the public speaking.
so horrible ahh. aiya, whatever la. bybyeee!!!

ps: RELAXXX.
pps: i love small details.
ppps: i'm sorry. i told you so.

charlie1

2010-05-29T06:35:00.000-07:00

heyloo. ulp cs1 was today. kept sneezing; was horrible. irritating
ha-choos. have to wear full-u!! ahhhh. argh, okey.zxzzzzz. lol ><
tomorrow's church. yipee, at least not so stress. my schedule's quite
full now so if you wana go out with me, book asap! haha, joking ;D
but seriously, the days to myself are very very limited. supposed to decide
on a date for c1 to meet up. but argh, was just feeling very frustrated.
almost wanted to break everything, but i held myself to God. i
wonder if anyone else is thinking about how to do the ulp proposals.
i hope that i'm not the only one. >< haix, dontknow what to do now.

ps: i'm in a mess.

goodnight

2010-05-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

helloooo. just wasted today sleeping sleeping. there's ulp tmrw, a little worried. but
it's okey.thank God bcos i'm getting better by the hour. hope that tmrw i'll be fully recovered
;D. yawns. bybyee.

ps: sorry, i'm not for you.

mao's!

2010-05-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

ohh, miss lim showed us 'october sky' yesterday. was totally awesome
but august rush is still the best. hehe ;D have a sudden urge to watch
mao's last dancer. haha, today was fine. tmrw's PTM. zzz. a little worried.
but whatever. bybyeee! yawns.

holidays ahead; not.

2010-05-25T02:59:00.000-07:00

helloo. ohno, SOS. my face's getting oiler; any solutions? haha. seriously.
thinking about PTM? ohwhatever! haha. the cohort or class position doesnt
really matter cos i did my best yeah! ;D tmrw redcross , we will be commermorating
world red cross day. yeah! i memorised the pledge already. hehe. tmrw we would
be also going to the marina barrage; gonna bring my mini oreos! hehe, today's egg
tart wasnt good =( today had yog meeting, mr kumar was a kind and nice as ever. ;D
owe him. haha.

ps: some questions in the world are just so hard to answer. xx.
pps: GET REALLY WELL EVA~
ppps: TO ZHEN HONG AND HARAN: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;D

memoirs that stay.

2010-05-24T04:06:00.000-07:00

pretty cool picture over here. it's a picture of my grandad, me and
my cousins. love them! ;D
school was fine. eva was sick but now she's fine. i really really
love TVD, though i said i hate it. but i love it badly >< talked
to mr yip these few days; cool! ;D hehe. daddy bought me pink
headphones. THANK YOU DADDY. love love love love you.
hehe. i miss TVD badly. haha. okey dokey. bybye!!! PTM?
ohwhatever, like i care. hahahaahha. joking!

ps: cant wait to go swimming.

neither flying colours nor dull colours ;D

2010-05-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

helloo. i got all my results for my 8 subjects for MYE.
i only remembered my SA1 results. and i failed chemistry =(
sadly. haix, but it's okey. i'll get chemistry tuition and work harder.
cca has resumed and it wasnt so bad ;D but the attendance is bad.
must get something into thier hard already ;D shallnt leak out too
much information to strangers out there. haha, bybye.

ps: i miss scubadiving badly. anyway, sponsor me? xx
pps: shrek, anybody? ;D

dayang trip! ;D

2010-05-17T06:39:00.000-07:00

hellooo! last friday: watched 'the last song' with joyce, lana, eva and desmond.
it was AWESOMME. really sweet movie. top 10 movies in my list. hehe ;D
last friday night went to dayang by bus and then ferry. the aircon in the ferry
was full power; super duper cold; freezing! we reached dayang at around 4am.
slept till 8.30am with casey and charlene yip(mr yip's daughter ;D) dived at around
10plus. was super cool. did 3 dives that day(15th may, sat.) just enjoyed the whole
thingy ;D drank a little of a drink, was freaking bitter. didnt like it, but it wasnt so bad
if drank with gummy bears ;D haha. kept playing with the hammocks and had lots of
heart-to-heart talk with casey(water buddy; nuer) haha. the best part of the trip was
jumping into the salty sea with the BC or anything. was super duper shiok. me and
casey got pushed in a few times. haha. made new friends with older peeps. ;D was
totally cool. the second best part was the super duper soft sand. i love love love the
sand ;D almost didnt want to come back to singapore. haha ;D hunks present? yes,
obviously! plus there was super duper awesome food there. hothot! ;D the point is
the dayang trip totally rocked!

TODAYY:
school-ed. for english, miss lim didnt come. BUT she gave us a assignment- to write a
200 word reflection on Dr. Goh Keng Swee. at first it was a dread, but after all it wasnt
that bad. ;D for maths, passed my e.maths and a.maths with A1. my a.maths was super
fortunate, just A1; just! haha ;D but i could have done better still. there's always room
for improvement yeah! had our first NCO meeting with mrs tan. was funny and serious at
certain times. and christel yeah! have some courage within you man! you can do it! and plus
i'm in charge of logs, lots of work to do yeah. haha ;D so that's that. ;D went back home with
eva. the end ;D

ps: thank God for my safe trip ;D
pps: tmrw's CK's birthday. early birthday wishings to you ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CK! ;D

the last song

2010-05-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

helllooo! it's been ages since i blogged. yahh!
MYE is over, but i bet EOY will come in like one second.
haha, i'm sooooo sarcastic. for MYE, i think that all my results
are okey dokey except for chinese(definitely) AND chemistry!
chemistry spells dead meat! mummy!! how ahh?!?!?! lol. haha.
anyway, my big comp is dead so i'm using my dad's comp. ;D
but sadly i cant watch TVD! =( horrible. no wonder these days
getting pms! haha ;D TVD TVD TVD; i'm seriously getting
addicted! gonna watch the last song with lana, joyce and eva
tmrw! YIPEEE! so happy.

ps: i'll be away from 14may to 16 may. gone by friday night
to diving! dont miss me ;D though i'll miss you guys.

pps: i do my best not to hook up! haha ;D zah.

refresher

2010-05-04T23:04:00.000-07:00

just noticed i 've 555 posts already. like boomzx number! haha ;D
you must be wondering how coming i'm using the computer when it's
the MYE period. ermm, maybe it's bcos tomorrow's paper is e.maths?
;D haha, but i'm afraid i cant get a1 again; pressure pushing into my mind.
JYJY christel leong. you can do it ;D today's was chemistry and ss. i'm so
dead meat already. suicide time! zzz. bybye.

pps: mens! go away! ;D i wana go swimming.
ps: pray that i'll enjoy my diving trip

crazily beautiful

2010-04-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

this video will make you fall in love with the ocean.
i already fell before i watched the video. the ocean's crazily beautiful ;D

ps: i do not hook up ;D

trying.

2010-04-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

helloo. peeps. exams are 4 days away and nothing seems to be
getting into this thick head of mine. in fact, i'm getting a headache
at this moment. tmrw's church ;D gladly, i will go. please please,
christel dont fail ah! okey dokey. dont give up ;D bybye.

ps: happy birthday yixin!!

fragile.

2010-04-18T05:06:00.000-07:00

this picture looks really fragile
a picture says a thousand words, indeed indeed ;D

so today was daddy's BB company enrolment service
at church. it turned out just fine as God was in control
though dad worried a little. dunearn sec changed principal!
the new principal is kind. zah. haha. so tmrw's POP and
promotion ceremony. i will definitely miss the sec 4s. they
are like our mentors >,< haix. our time has come.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! bybye. i'm going to watch
my pretty pretty vampire diaries ;D

ps: happy belated birthday to guohong and DEXTORR!! dontcha hide! ;D

I WANT I WANT I WANT!

2010-04-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

zomg, i love love love this song(fave).
studied for bio test. havent done any homework.
just arranged my physics file which didnt need any thinking ;D
tmrw there's sc rehearsal. hope i can persuade them to let me
sing that part i love. 'everything will be alright ,yeah. light up the
dark and follow your heart' hehe. gonna bring my fan to school
tmrw; cant stand the water vapours around me! zzz. gonna fall
asleep in class one day. yawns. bybbye!

ps: i protest. i want JAZZ, i want JAZZ. i want to dance!!!! AHHH.
help?

taking the leap

2010-04-12T03:16:00.000-07:00

ohh... tmrw i'll have to do the grand jette in like a few seconds! ah.
i still cant do it perfectly; it's horrible. ballet exam is tmrw and wish
me all the best. will have to pray; yeahh. ;D that i wont forget any
of the steps. and my panties wont show. haha ;D
tmrw not going to school, hope i can catch up the next day. hehe.
and speech day is coming. i'm so not muscially talented or whatever.
i'm not muscially inclined. POP is coming; and i dont want it to come
=( horror expressions show.
anyway, just pray that tmrw i'll be gracefull and blah blah blah ;D

ps: i 've beautifully chiseled calf muscles. wana see? zahh.

my bestfriend's Jesus

2010-04-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

the best picture to say how much one person loves to dance.

helloo.
today was joyfull. bcos it was with God.
whenever it's with God, it's always joyous. hehe.
churched. stayed back for dicussion of youth sunday.
ohh, church camp is coming ;D somehow, i cant wait
for it haha. but MYE comes first. and i'm still not revising.
what the , what kind of 3e2 student is this!! maybe i'll chiong
after my ballet exam and speech day. haha ;D

ps: cherishing everything.

flew away.

2010-04-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

this is how i feel. hear me out. i'm physically there,
but i'm already gone. so just wait for me to come back.
sorry. i 'm in a mess, big time.

helloo. today was cross country 2010. girls- 2.4km, boys- 4.0.
argh. really dashed my dream today. didnt run; cried. so sucky.
i really really really wanted to run okey! it's my passion. could
you not hear me out. i'm bursting with rage. now the angry bubbles
are hitting against my head. argh, freak. get me out; get it out.

ps: i'm gone
pps: 4 more days to ballet exam.

cc. up n bout.

2010-04-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

heylooo. i'm not desperate anymore. i'm not feeling the exam stress ah!
noticfication tells me MYE is coming in like 20 day plus plus and i have
absolutely no reaction. should i be worried about that? and and my chemistry
and physics and ss is getting lousier. havent been studying on it! ahh. esp.
chem and physics. always feel sleepy in their lessons. ;D haha. but i still
heart heart heart maths. e and a; both. hehe ;D got marks with flying colours
for a.maths chap 2 test.

oh, cross country is coming. but i'm going to do first aid duty; road marshall.
hope it will be fun. maybe it's good thing in disguise ;D though i deprived of
winning a medal. =( BUT i get a chocolate bar. haha.
speech day is coming. sc investiture is coming. horror, maybe not ;D
MYE coming, (oh. lame!) haha ;D

ps: i want to watch another movie on friday afternoon
talk about how unconscious i'm bout MYE. xx
pps: and i'm still missing when in rome. ;D
ppps: ohyes! ballet exam in 6 days. wish me ;D

when in rome.

2010-04-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

helloo.
today was so fun. went to catch a movie with joyce and deci! ;D
wanted to watch how to train a dragon. but all the early tickets were
sold out!! so we watch when in rome. been a long time since i watched
a romantic comedy movie. wow, it certainly was a awesome movie. i love
it; makes me despo for a boyfriend again. haha ;D just cant find the right
one. mr right, when are you coming? i'm getting sick. haha, yeahh! bought
a friendship bracelet with joyce from miss whatever. really cool. hehe.
and yep. tmrw it's the ballet exam openhouse. hope i'll do well ;D
going for church camp, urgh. my parents bought me a christian book bout
designing and stuff. really nice. love mummy and daddy.
after watching 'when in rome', i maybe want to get married in rome. haha,
maybe honeymoon there. zahh! haha ;D

thursday: april fool day.
it was super duper funny. played pranks on friends and teachers the same.
haha. and siyuan was oh-so-ho annoying (i dont like him, period. ;D )
it was just fun. and maudy thursday was good though few went. love love love.

ps: when in rome. love's in the way !

movie?

2010-03-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

God told me to believe me. actually, it's Jesus who told me.
and i'm reminded not to just proof read the bible but go indepth.
;D just did quiettime. haha, okey. these days havent been posting.
anyway, i just got a new line for my handphone, so it's new number.
please ask me for my new number if you dont know it yet. ;D
and it's unlimited sms. haha, i'm so outdated =x
been doing my homework diligently lately, that's why havent been
catching up with my vampire diaries series! haha. (at the edge of my
seat now) and ya. did my homework and lots of blanks! MYE is coming!
like in 3 weeks. arghh. once again, exam stress x2!! haha. ballet exam too.
cant miss it already, die die. ;D bybye.

ps: anyone wana watch movie? I WANT! ;D

painful

2010-03-20T05:39:00.000-07:00

in pain, that's what i say. it's like giving birth just better than that.
yesterday i took off my bandage and i cried and hollered like crazy
in the clinc room. my blood clot got stuck on to the bandage. and
it was freaking =( i think my wound stuck again. =( tmrw have to
take out again. i think i will not be doing sc duty for the first week.
=( CHRISTELLLLLLL. i feel badly injured. zzzzzzzzzzz.
fortunately, i have a good nurse attending to me ;D i like her, jaja.
hehe. bybye. get well soon! to myself ;D
ohno, speech day rehearsal, i would have to seat out.

dreaming on my toes

2010-03-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

Oh, this is so nice! (dreaming on my toes.
that's what i call it.) i found it on photobucket. ;D

anyway, i'm still in bandages. and still walking like
an gentle old lady. haha, i cant seem to open quite
big cos it hurts. my lips have turned to plastic ones.
they feel like plastic. zzz. school's starting and i'm
still lazy bummy kind. and i realized actually i got
5th position for cohort. >< that motivated me alil.
;D i feel cracky and whiney. aiya, just dont feel good.
especially about my plastic lips! wont be going for flag
day tmrw. =(

to shamira! , yeah. so troublesome when bathing. but dont worry.
                    will get better cos i still want to be in GOH during speechday ;D
ps: i wana go out in the sun again.
    (the sun brings the shine out of me)
   only applys to the morning and evening sun! ;D

house arrest till recover

2010-03-17T20:52:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. i look pathetic right now. hair uncombed, wrapped up in bandages.
truthfully, i miss nco camp, learnt lots of stuff there. but after that camp, i became
more emotional, maybe it's bcos of my injuries. so unfortunate right! urgh.

had flagday yesterday. had an awesome time with joyce and lana, thanks!
(for putting up with me). had fever when i was at ballet class. then went to
the eden clinc. (now, i dont like polyclinic anymore cos they dont pay more
attention to me.=( they make my wound worse; horrible dressing. haix) going
to eden clinc tmrw ;D haha,....... yeap. so now my parents dont let me go out
till i recover. i 'm fine with that. ;D thanks mum and dad. i know. sorry.
bybye! ;D

fading, drifting, changing.

2010-03-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

hellllllllllllllooooooooooooooo. i'm so-oh-ho disobeying my body.
it wants me to sleep. i smile weakly to my body; sorry! >< oh, this
few days, i felt like i was drifting away. sorry peeps. just feel lethargic
, restless, dumb. dead, something like that. zzz. this week is certainly
test week.there's geo, ss and a.maths tmrw. studied for ss and a.maths.
but not ready for geo and ss maybe! as i was studying just now, i really
felt restless, kept scratching my itch spots. those mosquitos! bybyee.
i'm fading. just like a picture that gets washed away by the rain and only
the stains remain. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
now i'm sitting now to yeeloong. he's good, everyone's good. it's just me,
changing. changing.

bybye!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D i take back my words.
ps: nco camp? dead-er. haha.

fatigue's like a giant shadow. that i cant overcome.

2010-03-08T06:53:00.000-08:00

hello. today was zoopedition. really dread school tmrw.
wana stay in the zoo forever. just wana bring my besties
and family to the school. and i miss the night safari!! maybe
my birthday wish is to celebrate it over there. ;D tmrw's chinese
test. didnt study. >< bybye.

fatigue takes over, and i fall.
ps: thanks adeline for the eyeliner party!

thanks joy-cee. being with you, acting like a lil kid, is like a dream that i
know it's not forever. cos i still have to wake up and face those dumb things.
zzz. still you help me get on with life. at times ;D

hehe ;D thanks joyce and lana!

2010-03-01T05:45:00.000-08:00

this picture was taken after we had the dinner with my grandparents
at the captain's table. ;D

heylooo. today was fail too. the chemistry test; didnt even have enough
time for it. zzz. but after school was fun fun. went back home after extra
class. then went to eat dinner with joyce and lana at prata house. vomited
after that cos i was laughing so much. haha, but maybe i wasnt used to the
indian food. but it really was so funny. lana and i was hiding behind a pillar
in jurong point. then i was telling lana 'we hide here'. and joyce suddenly
popped out by my side. and i screamed. screamed. haha, so funny. ;D
i love those moments.

i guess i still have a crush on him. that's good and bad. cos i'm not over him.
and i still have working hormones. haha. jkjk. bybye.

ps: still.

without love.

2010-02-28T00:23:00.000-08:00

helloooo. just sleepy again! yeahh, i did my english compo review.
2pages long, zzz. still need to revise chemistry and chinese. zzz.
bybye. without God, i'm nothing ;D

ps: i'm selfish.

escaping

2010-02-26T06:50:00.001-08:00

the man i was talkin bout ;D
been escaping. today and everyday my eyes were drooping.
i need SLEEP.

facing fear. i can do it!

2010-02-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

ohh, my brother takes taekwondo classes, just today.
havent been blogging for 2 days or so. cos been busy
with big factor 'stress' haha, actually not. i just have alot
of activties. school, ballet and cca. ballet comes first of
everything but i dont know why but i've just been avoiding
it. i feel ARGGHHH. it's wrong. sometimes cca just takes
up ballet time and with that, i feel sad. the mood graph sinks
beyond negative. zzz.

been brain-lagging these few days. i guess it's a brain overload!
and it's pressurising to be sitting with ella. her brain doesnt lag
so i would be slowerr...... and if she asks me questions, i wouldnt
know it. >< but it's good too. cos she's cool ;D haha.
anyway, bybye. siyuan's a good friend but his mouth must control.
haha, zzz. bybye. close your eyes. it's time to dance. dance.

ps: facing the giants of fears.

mummy love.

2010-02-22T06:25:00.000-08:00

ohh, today was so-so.
had a little PMS when i reached home.
guess i was worrying about lots of things. had lots of
things on my mind. yes, and i did my chinese newspaper
review (2.5 pages! just as teacher wanted.zzz) cant believe
i'm such a goody-two-shoes. haha, finally got over and done
with speech. ;D tmrw's bio test, oh nooooo. i've a little phobia
of tests now since i failed my two test >< weirdo christel. haha.
walked back with aisyah and karqi today. so funny and so happy.
glad bout that ;D and and went to john little with aisyah to choose
a baobao for my mum cos it's her birthday tmrw. hope it's not too
youthful. ;D but it's a nice bag. gonna buy it tmrw for her and there
will be my angbao money flying!! haha, jkjk. i love mummy. so yeah
yeah.

ps: JOYCE!! stay strong!!
pps: happy birthday mummy!

figure skating

2010-02-21T02:22:00.000-08:00

really amazing.
With a beautifully-executed Olympic freeskate program, World Champion Evan Lysacek of the United States took home the first American gold medal in over 20 years! This is his amazing freeskate from the 2009 World Championship set to Adam Lambert's "Time for Miracles."

losing my water.

2010-02-21T01:49:00.000-08:00

heyyeah. yesterday went for chingay. forgot to blog about something.
the RW float is the best, haha, cos it has kungfu panda! that's all! lol.
now, i'm planning what to do during the march holidays. i must find out
when is nco camp and ballet exam. so i can decide whether i can go for
scubadiving trip anot. so... i hope i can find it out! if not i'll be in a mess.
i mean my head. haha ;D have done my homework. unles i've forgotten
some. not sure whether i'm ready for my speech tmrw >< fine fine, christel!
you can do it okey? just breathe, and kick some ass! you know you can
do it! ;D

philana: thanks lana. i wont forget what you said. it really helped ;D

ps: i really really really want to go for the scubadiving trip. or
just be in the water.

normal normal.

2010-02-20T07:03:00.000-08:00

hehe, nothing better to do then put this superman over here. ;D
acutally i got lots of stuff to do, just pushing it all to tomorrow. just
came back from the chingay parade 2010. it was really cool. luv it.
tmrw's church! anyway, i'm fine now. i'm back to normal heart beat
rate. ;D blehh, just hope my heart stays the same. dont suddenly speed
itself or slow. haha, okey dokey. bybbye. yawnss.

i stay.

2010-02-19T06:33:00.000-08:00

i'm so sorry taggers of my bloggy. i'm lazy! haha ;D
actually today very sad one, but i'm just tired to type it out.
;D today was bodyworlds. cool, really cool exhitbition. but
the peeps, haix. i just felt so bored.i bet if i went with 3e2, i
would be all smiley smiley. but it wasnt. i felt so abandoned.
noel was kind enough to sit with me for a least a while in the
bus. haha, thnks yeah.
little note to joyce: thanks! for being my friend friend friend.
though i know i disappoint you alot. i'm the worst friend. i only
think of myself and my benefits. i think i've disappointed many;
my parents, teachers, friends and myself. for me, i think so.
i'm just so sorry, maybe i'm just feeling sorry for myself.
pathetic. everyday i fall into PMS, and then in the night, i climb
out of the pit. but the next day, i would most likely fall right back.
unless the besties are there to cover up the hole. haha. i'm so so
sad cos redcross has this flagday which is on next saturday, 12
to 4. THAT MEANS SKIPPING BALLET. you know what
that means?!!? i'll have a higher chance of failing my ballet exam.
=( haix.

been getting headaches alot nowadays. it's like when i bend
down then when i get up, i need 5 seconds before my head's
straight. haix, AGEING SIGN! haha ;D

bybye.

He saved me.

2010-02-18T01:18:00.000-08:00

i thought all this out while i was showering,
"she had everything everyone could depise her of. she had lousy marks,
a fat bag, puffy hair, pimples. she thought again 'but... i've the best parents
in the world and that covers up whatever bad things she had.' thinking how
sorry she felt for herself, she cried. she couldnt stop crying each time she thought
how great parents she had and yet she was everything bad to them. she was even
a good daughter. shouldnt the best parents have the best daughter? shouldnt? not
only she had the best parents, she had friends. friends that stayed with her when they
could. yet she treated them like ... she couldnt believe she got shit marks. she couldnt
so she cried. " dont you think this girl only knows how to cry?
"On her way back home from school, she overheard a sec1 girl behind her saying to
her friend: 'this bag is so fat' . and that killed like a limb of hers. she rushed back home
to hide in her beautiful home. she's having a headache now. she didnt listen to her mum,
she crys again. "

maybe someday i'll not have the strength to fight back those tears i had held my reign
on. i would just let go and crumble down. someday wouldnt come, okey? it's okey.
i dont know.my head's just in a mess. yawns. okey, whatever. i suck.
fortuantely today dont have much homework. aint due tmrw. so just need to polish
my boots. hope that tmrw's bodyworlds will be fun-filled. and not lonely one stand.
pray that i can live through tmrw (DUHH! obviously i can. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz)

ps: i dont know why. actually i know why. Thank you. really.

perccccyyyyyyyy.

2010-02-16T00:51:00.000-08:00

YAYAYA! i watched PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF
movie film today! with my pops. ;D hehe. truly and really really, it has became
my favourite film. come to think of it, actually it's a little like harry potter. haha, but!
it still like per-cccccccyy better better ;D he's hot plus plus. haha. happy chinese new
year, this CNY did lots of catchups. but i definitely want more more more with my
cousins. haha. my pops bought me a 8GB memory card; though it's nothing to some
IT geeks out there. it matters to me ;D haha, anyway, i'm transfering my ex-memory card
info to the new one now. hehe. bbyebye . ;D

I WANT I WANT!

2010-02-15T07:02:00.000-08:00

heylooo. ohnooo, TVD episode 15 is only coming out on 25 march.
that means i have to resist for one month. !!! thank God there's a long
week end today. really enjoyed myself at popo's house. growing pimples!
blehh, and ya! i did finish all my homework. bybye!!! ;D

ps: PLEASE PLEASE let me watch percy jackson and the lightning thief
tmrw. if not i'll cry.

ps: oh, you speak too highly of me.

happy vday.

2010-02-11T06:27:00.000-08:00

the gentle and strong tiger. ;D

oh, dont talk about it. today's bad. failure. i think so. it is!
just done with my final draft for my speech. have to rewrite my
english composition. then can switch off and head for the bed already.
... bbybye. off to facebook.

ps: happy valentine day!

2010-02-10T06:44:00.000-08:00

OH, something i've to live for. ;D
drools* bleh ;D

settling for the best. uhuh.

2010-02-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

heylooo. earth to me. i've two tests tmrw, and i havent revise yet.
not really, i did revise on my chemistry a few days ago. and physics?
dont talk about it. had rehearsal for Pday, oh, how BOOOO! totally
embarrassed myself. but it was a good stepping stone in life. yeah ;D
haha, whatever. ella and me are like typing out the script now. zzz,
bybye. CNY is coming already so fast. with CNY, comes valentine's day.
haha, i'm have prepared some surprise gift for some lovelies. ;D i think
i'm going to sleep late again.zzz, no use saying sorry to my peeps. but i just
want to say. THANKS for being my lovelies, though i'm not the goody friend
in the world. i'm in fact the worst. haha ;D bybye. tmrw full-u ! zzzzzzzzz.
bybye. off to facebook.

ps: please help me not fail my ballet grade 6. JYJY!!
pps: His face left me breathless.

back back back.

2010-02-06T05:36:00.000-08:00

this is really hilarous. the geek is hugging the
PC.hahaahahahahhaha

haix, once again, i miss 'mr &mrs smith'. i havent said this before.
but i really like that movie. and i dont know whether it's karma or
whatever. i am always busy when the movie is programmed. and
today i missed it again. haha, later is final destination 3. remembered
we watched it at the hostel at sabah during the mt.k trip. at 10pm plus.
haha, then i was putting a cushion in front of my face the whole time.
i miss those times together those peeps! CNY and v day is coming like
a wind. that means the 2 pure sciences test is also coming(they are next
week ><) at least SS is over for now! ;D today only did a.maths. a little.
arent a good girl ,xx. blehh. ballet once again. BOOM! haha, i bet you
are confused by what i'm typing right now. it's just that ballet makes me
have the tingly feeling i've in my toes. AND AND VALERIE!! I MISS
YOUU! who's gonna make me laugh the next three months or so?!!?!?
><

love, christel.l.

shhhhh. listen.

2010-02-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

heyloo. listening to beyonce's broken hearted girl. appreciating her boom voice.
it's really nice.should listen to it ;D studied for ss just now. oh yeah, i need to iron.
zzz, gonna iron in 5 mins. okey dokey. boonhui's birthday is on the 13 feb. like wow.
haha, oh no, 5mins have passed. i'm so dead. was doing bio project. gonna finish up
by tmrw then ;D

bybye.

ps: i just ain't improving.

tell me.

2010-02-03T05:56:00.000-08:00

present world top model. giselle.
if i'm not wrong ;D
she's really healthy yeah.
oh today was so-so. school-ed, redcross-ed and ballet-ed.
dont have the mood to study. just went through a little SS.
actually i'm planning to watch a movie either tmrw or on friday.
i wonder if anyone wants to accompany me and meet my
destressing outing come true ;D haha. i want to watch TOOTH
FAIRY. and there's american idol tonight. haha, yawns. today
is seriously a slacky day. met sec1s in redcross today, so cute!

love, CHRISTEL.l

sleepy heads knock.

2010-02-02T01:20:00.001-08:00

i'm been just such a moody head / sleepy head these days.
goodnight! i'm gonna sleep now. later still got maths tuition.
zzz, BYBYE!

studious dont-wana-be

2010-01-31T06:11:00.000-08:00

chace crawford = ultra hot.

heylooo. yayy! today i have finished studying my chinese, geo's TRF.
;D tmrw just do maths,TMRF, homework and maybe if there's time, SS.
bleh. i so hardworking seh. i dont know wana be like this too, but if i dont
do this, i will fail my class tests >< okey dokey, whatever. today shopped with
my mum and dad. had a little tiff but it's fine now. TVD makes my heart go wild.
haha ;D P day coming again. MUMMMYYY. help!!
bybye. off to facebook! ;D

2010-01-30T05:52:00.000-08:00

hellloooo. dancing is super fun when you know the steps. haha. ;D
i dont know why but when i dance, i forget about everything else and
i just dance. it's one of the coolest thing on earth. haha, been doing my
quiet time.there're ulcers in my mouth =( there're obstructing my mouth
movements. haha ;S been searching for episode 12 of TVD. getting anxious!
and freaking P.day is coming; it's like next 2 weeks!! my heart's going
BOM BOM BOM. haha. and sweet valentine day's coming ;D hope i
get something! haha, friends: dont get the wrong idea. and CNY is coming
once again. going shopping with my mum again tmrw ;D play time for christel!
sadly, lots of class tests coming, also have to study for geo,chinese and social
studies! next week then study chemistry ;D i've done all my homework already,
just need to revise!! ;D

ps: lovee.

i try and try and i cry. yet i try again.

2010-01-29T06:48:00.000-08:00

heyllooo. i watched TVD episode 11 a few days ago.
and damon is in deep hot soup, fortunately, he's a vampire ;D
haha. today was okey! got back bio test paper; got 15/20. it's
not up to my expectation. i mean mdm chan said this test was
easy. haix, could have studied harer. but i'm glad at least i got
15/20. nowadays, i'm like a working machine; study non-stop.
i'm serious. come back home, bath, study, eat, study, use comp,
study then sleep. haix, but i feel okey, though sometimes, i feel
stress. then i'll cry. i told you before it's a cycle. bleh.
these few days in class, i'm been losing myself to impatience,
i'm been doing so much careless mistakes in both maths. i felt
really dumb. DUHHHH! arghhh. fortunately, i have the funny
peeps in the class that makes me laugh. haha, i like disturbing kah
hao. so funny funny.

this is something about art as a core subject. i wonder
really hard how come i didnt take art as a core subject. why did
i let my dream slip away from my hands. or maybe i'm just thinking
too much, my dream may still be my achievable dream. maybe it's
still in my hands. idk, i meant i really love drawing; it's just that i dont
have the time to think about it, and do it. i'm losing my breath.so
lost. tell you something so that you dont worry bout me when i'm
down. -whenever i'm done, i'll get myself back up in 10mins or
sooner or later.just let me close my eyes and appreciate life again.
;D

ps: thank you, God.
bybye.

sleep is what i want ;D

2010-01-27T06:16:00.000-08:00

heylooo. now i'm feeling super lethargic. dunno, maybe my body is
just lazy. sorry body! went for dental. haha, was super funny funny.
i swallowed the metal thingy for the back tooth for the braces, i saw
a lil small cut at the inside of my throat, kept on gauging. until i swallowed
it down cos it was too deep in already. ;D today maths test was okey, was
wishing i can get full marks. but i think i lost max. 4 points already >,< there's
bio test tomorrow, yawns. just studied for it just now. i 've all my activites
planned out infront of me already ;D bleh.